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[13 Aug 2005|03:32pm] |
I hate stupid chain things, but Jon tagged me so...
DIRECTIONS: List ten songs that you're currently digging. It doesn't matter what genre they're from, whether they have words, or even if they're no good. They must be songs that you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the ten songs and their artist(s), and then tag five other random people to see what they're listening to.
the shins- we will become silhouettes
tilly and the wall- reckless
the faint- call call
wilco- heavy metal drummer
kenna- Im gone
yeah yeah yeahs- Y control
red hot chili peppers- gong li
granddaddy- A.M. 180
rilo kiley- a better son/daughter
leftover crack- gang control
5 people...
Mario
Maggie
Mary
Huff
Haily
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[11 Aug 2005|11:01am] |
schedule!
1 Draw/Ceramics- Thompson
2 Env. Science- Hamson
3 Religion- Fr. D
4 Gov't & law- Mr. Torrance
5 Eng - hayes
6 Trig/pre-calc- Hufford
7 lunch!
8 sutdy!
-tell me if we have antyhing!
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[16 May 2005|03:24pm] |
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Happy birthday to myself.
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[20 Jan 2005|05:16pm] |
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Where have I been? Im not sure. Time has been going by so fast. Its crazy, its almost February. I have been pretty good though. I cut my hair yesterday. I did it myself and Im pretty happy with it. I finally got my permit. Social Security is so stupid, they messed my number up so bad which delayed me from driving almost 5 months. how much does that suck? A lot, I know. But whatever atleast I have it now and my sister is cool about driving me places. I got an ipod for christmas and it is amazing. ITs so useful. I also finished redoing my room, finally. Its awesome, I love it. I'll post pics when I can, but I suck at this whole new computer thing. oh yea, I think I forgot to mention we got a new computer. thank god.. the other one was so screwed up. The disk drive didnt open and it had so many viruses. Ive been getting to hang out with Sean more recently. Its been awesome becuase Ive really missed him. Jackie is really cool and Im glad were becoming friends this year. It sucks that Mags and Maree live so far away because I have a really hard time trying to find rides out there with out having to give moeny to my sister for gas. on top of which I owe $261.40 for this mini accident that happened at work back in october. It was stressing me out alot and my mom and I actually got into a huge fight about it bc she didnt know about it and suddenly got a call about me "vandalizing" the cooks car from my work. wtf?? yea greg threw a yo-yo at me, I threw it back and greg moved out of the way, tripped over his feet and fell into the Dodge Durango. They tried to say I pushed Greg into it on purpose and i almost had to pay $522.80. wtf?? well they got the story straight and now i have to pay half which still sucks.
anyway.. my sister came home from California for a few days over break, it was awesome. We all miss her alot though. its not the same with out her here. its really boring.
I dyed my hair blonderr about a month ago and Im happy with how it turned out.
We found brides maid dresses for Anne's wedding. ah, Im so excited for her.
its jsut our luck that it finally snows and it doesnt affect our school days whatsoever.
I wana hang out with the gang sometime soon.. huff, mags, mare.. everyone.
I havent been myself lately, ive been really boring and lame. Im sorry to all of you who have been affected by this. Ive been very stressed as u have jsut read. Im drained. I owe tons of money, Ive been fighting with my parents alot lately (mainly my mom), and the whole not drving thing was drving me crazy (no pun intended), and exams are next week and I need to get better grade. on top of this, Ive been kinda depressed- the weather affects my moods soo much, and Ive been having relationship problems lately that I dont wana get into. I jsut wanted to apologize and say I love you.
well that was long, and about time that I updated. byebye
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[09 Nov 2004|05:39pm] |
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I havent updated in a while, partly becuase Im SOO stressed. Miss O'Conners project is seriosuly killing me. I want to drop out, but then I realize my life will go absolutely nowhere. I miss my sister, theresa, soo much. It was her birthday yesterday and it sucked not being able to have a usual smart happy birthday routine. I wish she was here, especially Sunday when Anne got her wedding dress. her dress is sooo pretty! here's a picture of the dress..
Im so excited for the wedding, its going to be so fun. too bad its jsut about a year away. (august 6, 2005)
::sigh:: Im going to work on my history project some more.
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[19 Oct 2004|03:52pm] |
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I havent had a really good weekend in a while, this one made up for lost ones. Friday I worked and then went to friendlys with katie my sister, nicole, and derek. derek came over after and we snuggled and got back together :-) Im really happy about it too. then saturday I worked 7 am til 2 and then came home and got already for the dance. Ryan picked me up around 7:30 and then off to the dance. it was pretty fun. It was fun becuase i met up with some villa girls i hadnt seen in a really long time. Steph- thanks for dancing with me u made it much more fun!! then after the dance, Ryan was having the after party. I didnt know hardly anyone. I started pannicking like I usually do when im in a situation where i dont know many people. I get all nervous and quiet and feel really uncomfortable. so I called Derek like I usually do when I feel bad and he asked me if i wanted him and sean morris to come get me and I thankfully said yes and twenty minutes later I left with derek and sean. we went to the Exton Diner. It was alot of fun and didnt get home til after 1 am. it was the perfect ending to my night. the sucky part was getting up about 5 hours later for work. I got 134 in tips but had to tip out bc i didnt work saturday nite. sunday I caught up on sleep, rented movies, and watched Elephant and then Saved with Katie. Elephant was based on columbine and was really depressing. Saved is one of my favorite movies of all time. yesterday I didnt go to school partly bc i hate mondays -theyre so depressing to me, and i worked myself sick, tired myself out, and just was sick all together with my allergies and stuff. so my mommy made me chicken soup and gave me sympathy to make me feel better. onto pictures...
( better than last week )
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[03 Oct 2004|03:50pm] |
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[01 Oct 2004|03:14pm] |
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Derek and I broke up lastnite.
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[22 Sep 2004|04:38pm] |
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can someone please tell me how to make my lj friends only?
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[22 Sep 2004|04:18pm] |
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I had a really good day today. :-)
It started off good bc I told off Kyle Strunk and stood up for this kid i didnt know and it made me feel really good when the kid introduced himself and thanked me. I was in a good mood all day because of it!
I really like some of the people at our school. there are some really nice people I have never even met and are in my grade. I hate that, I feel like Im missing out.
I did well on my math quiz that derek helped me study for, for like 3 hours yesterday. thanks derek!
oh yea I cant wait for the show saturday. Im so excited that marybeth and john pierce are going!
Sean- Im coming over after school next week and we are watching the silence of the lambs. thanks.
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argh I jsut deleted this whole entry by accidnt so Im gona make a short quik one.
My mom said I had to ride with melinda to school to "make peace" with them. so I did. the first day was awful. I wanted to jump out the window. the next day wasnt as bad and he stopped using such negative words as much.. maybe I got to him a little?? anyways Rino Marcozzi is friends with my sister Katie and when i told him about my dar rides with melinda he said he would defintly take me home. so Ihave a ride home figured out. mornings wont be too bad I guess. and that is all abotu that.
Annie's birhtday is today. 24 seems so old. shes so lucky. I cant wait til Im old enough to do whatever the hell I want. I miss theresa it has now sunk in. shes in california and not coming home for a looonnng time. man this is so hard i get a huge lump in my throat jsut thinking about it.
you know what is really frustrating? when someone is like I wish we could be goodfriends again like we used to be. so u try to make it work try to make plans and stuff and they dont make an effort at all. so u know what? I QUIT! Im through with trying to be friends with you. I mean ya Id like to be, but its all me trying and u not making an effort at all so screw it.
everyone else, I love you... all of you so much.
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[15 Sep 2004|04:16pm] |
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Ok, so Melinda Walsh drives me home from school because shes practically my neighbor, she lives so close. anyways, her brother, brian, is such an asshole sometimes. he says fag every other word and melinda and this kid billy that she drives home all say words like nigger, chink, fag, dyke.. etc. It always really bothered me, but who am I to tell them how to talk. but yesterday morning it was really getting to me so I started counting the amount of times they said fag, gay, etc. I counted up a total of about 15 times since they picked up Billy. (thats was about 10 minutes) I probably even missed some. so finally I was like guys u said fag and gay about 15 times since we picked up billy. cant u guys jsut pick another word? brian ofcourse was like.. no I hate fags. Il say gay all I want. melinda was jsut like eh whatever. and billy was like shut up. so I was like eh, Il jsut sit here and not pay attention. so at the end of the day today, brian and i were waiting for melinda in the parking lot outside the car and brian called some kid a fag and I was like why dont u jsut call him an asshole or something else? and he was like shut the fuck up, im only kidding. and like i explained to him how I really didnt like it and he made it clear to me he didnt give a fuck what I think. so we get into the car and were driving down woodbine and we see a kid with a rainbow tiedie shirt and Mel is bitching about how she hates tiedie and its gay and blah blah and brian SCREAMS out the window.. "FAGGOT!!!" and Billy joins in yelling fag at the kid. I was already upset bc i bombed my summer reading test 8th period and brian had already started pissing me off. so I screamed shut up u jerk and we got into this huge fight and brian was screaming at me and i was calmly saying how i really didnt like it and its like saying nigger, but that didnt mean a damn thing to him. he was like I dont give a shit if you say nigger. I say that all the time, who cares. (this is all him screaming at me) he was saying hes a homophobe and hates "faggs" and theyre wrong and digusting and all this stuff. I jsut wish he wasnt so ignorant. he was yelling about how I cant lecture him and tell him what he cant say. and I guess hes right I cant tell him what to say. So I come home crying and my mom made me feel better. I told her all about it and she was like in shock that there are rascist ppl out there still. (haha if u know my mom, u know how she is.. thinks the best of everyone and the world) this jsut made me so upset. I dont think I will be riding with them anymore. this rant helped me to feel better.
ps- I forget how to do lj cuts, so fuck it.
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Nora slept over lastnite. We had so much fun. Im so glad we finally hung out again. I missed her a lot.
I GOT MY PERMIT TODAY! I passed. I took it in June and failed and I was really scared to go back but Nora encouraged me to try again so I was like eh, fine. I had a panic attack. the last question, #18, determined whether or not I passed and I was having serious anxiety problems for those few minutes. but it turns out I got it right, but I dont acutaly have the form yet bc they couldnt give it to me bc my social security number isnt valid... apparently like 3 people have the same number as me.. trying to steal my identity. so I have to go into phoenixeville and get that sorted out early next week.
anyways, I got an ATM card. Im jsut afraid Ill spend alot of money that I worked hard for and then Il never get a car or buiy something that I actually need with it. but it is convenient when like I really need money for some reason.
so ya thats all that is new with me. back to the beach on sunday after work til monday nite!
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[01 Sep 2004|07:50pm] |
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haven't been here in a while.. I've been pretty busy. The beach was great. I miss it. two weeks is not enough, this summer we were there so much less than every other year and its hard to go from like the beach for a month or almost two to jsut two weeks. I wish summer wasnt ending.
good news, my sister got engaged. Annes been going out with Eric since I was ten. so hes basically another brother to me. hes pretty cool, we pretend to hate eachother and i call him Erica. he gets pretty pissed off about it, but i think its hilarious bc hes so manly how could u even joke around about it. this guy is the buffest guy ive ever seen so its kind of funny to call him a girl. yea so thats the good news.. the bad news- my sister Theresa is moving to california in like a week. I cant believe it. Im going to miss her alot.
well, I havent been getting along with my older brother at all. it sucks, he used to be so cool and i used to look up to him so much. now I cant stand him, hes changed so much since hes gone to penn and his girlfriend and everything I mean dont get me wrong, I love Alex but not the way Joe is now that he has her. I dont know how she puts up with him.. and his driving. oh well, its a shame hes turned into a jerk. I jsut try and stay away from him.
other than that, my family is good. got in a big fight with them all a few weeks ago, but theyre family.. how can u stay in a fight with them? Im surrounded by them and they really are cool people and im lucky to have them.. it jsut sucks that it is so hard for me to talk to them.
Derek and I have been having some problems. we actually broke up. sean and i had a fight and he told me some things that got me pretty upset and made me snap out of it and i realized i shouldnt be so serious with Derek, I dont wana be that type of girl that relies on their boyfriend all the time and would die without them. Im not like that and didnt want to become like that. so we ended up jsut going on a break which then turned into a break up wich lasted less than 24 hours. Derek called me today and told me we cant break up, hes right. thats not what i want at all. I love him, I jsut dont want to be so serious. so now were back together and not going to be so serious and were both happy.
I'll post pics from the beach in a little bit.
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[19 Aug 2004|12:32pm] |
hey, Im in ocean city. I love it here. I miss everyone though. deffinitely not enough shindigs this summer. but when i get back.. partttyyy. anyways. I hurt my elbow surfing the otherday. It hurts really bad. i cut it on the fin and had to ice it right away. it still hurts alot. I cant believe summer is almost over. today is noras birthday. Im gona call her once I get home from the library and wish her happy birthday. we want to get together tomorrow and go surfing, i hope it works out. the waves have been big and lately Ive lost all confidence in surfing and jsut want to quit, my arm hurts alot and now I get scared before the wave comes, that used to never happen. maybe its jsut because i got hurt on tuesday and jsut dont want it to happen again. oh well.
Im dissappointed about missing the show on saturday at the YWCA. I hope everyone has a really fun time. Maree I miss you so much. I miss everyone alot, like huff and sean and people too, but maree I feel like its been so long since Ive seen u and I need my girl.
there is a boy librarian here who is about 17 id say and he is really friendly he complimented me on my alkaline trio shirt the last time i was here and it made me feel cool.
Hope everyone is well. <3 miss you
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shit sorry guys, I forgot to do an lj cut and when I went to edit it I couldnt find the lj cut button and didnt wana lose the pics if I clicked something else!
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